aloha!

sus grabe na jud ni...to the max akung praktis binisaya kay feeling naku kun mag iningllis ku,nag-luib na ku sa tung nasud.ay, ana jud basta maka maistru ka ni Dr. Angel Pesirla..
piru sa lain pa,ininglis sa ku ha mga kafatid,i feel guilty in my situation right now.my friend,jenny told me yesterday that im the brutest student she ever met throughout her life daw..well, it's just like this..my teacher in creative writing did a sort of activity in the class and i admit, i dont like it...perhaps, he never get the right punch in getting my attention.my teacher is a very nice,intelligent and kind teacher in the institution baya ..,favorite man ta naku ang subject nga creative writing but because of what i did, something have change..jenny was right,perhaps im too insensitive with regards to others feelings..what i did in the class? i just simply nagged him in the middle of his discussion.i hate myself not because i nagged him,i hate myself not because i feel indifference from my new classmates..i hate because of my insecurities..insecurities that i can not tell anybody..its the dreadest thing that i beware myself to talk about. well, my principles in life is one great factor why i acted like a frigid woman..but they've said:better late than never..it's my challenge..i want to get back my real self..i want to let go those negative experiences i have had last summer..to hell that incident! it shattered my whole being..i lost my friends..im quite far from them,i miss their laughs and chills(sometimes labi na kun boring na ang topic) hay, buhay...sana may blessing galing sa heaven..lord malu uy sad ka...

hush, baby, hush!

Let's get personal...

there was a major point of my life when i underwent tragic identity crisis..i searched the meaning of my life which eventually ends up to more complicated circumstances..good thing that i was blessed with lovable buddies and supportive family. now, im glad to face every trials in life..they say, failures is a part of natural tendency..so why dread of failures when it happens to every man? medals, plaques,recognitions? those are not so valuable in life..coz time will come that your deeds will weigh mostly at the end.. when you're at the peak of facing up the vastness of oblivion.
i have several dreams in life including long-term goals: to achieve my dream career..that is to be a part-time journalist with my own educational books sponsored in a certain government institutions for the youngsters educational enhancement..afterwards, landing on college teaching discipline will surely comes in..well nothing's impossible with god's perfect plans,right? determination, perseverance.patience and confidence will be the secret formula towards success..by this time, let me..share something (about my intimate moments )..
I DONT HAVE ANY BOYFRIEND..not yet, please understand..certified old-maid to be baya ko! tarosh..