aloha!

sus grabe na jud ni...to the max akung praktis binisaya kay feeling naku kun mag iningllis ku,nag-luib na ku sa tung nasud.ay, ana jud basta maka maistru ka ni Dr. Angel Pesirla..
piru sa lain pa,ininglis sa ku ha mga kafatid,i feel guilty in my situation right now.my friend,jenny told me yesterday that im the brutest student she ever met throughout her life daw..well, it's just like this..my teacher in creative writing did a sort of activity in the class and i admit, i dont like it...perhaps, he never get the right punch in getting my attention.my teacher is a very nice,intelligent and kind teacher in the institution baya ..,favorite man ta naku ang subject nga creative writing but because of what i did, something have change..jenny was right,perhaps im too insensitive with regards to others feelings..what i did in the class? i just simply nagged him in the middle of his discussion.i hate myself not because i nagged him,i hate myself not because i feel indifference from my new classmates..i hate because of my insecurities..insecurities that i can not tell anybody..its the dreadest thing that i beware myself to talk about. well, my principles in life is one great factor why i acted like a frigid woman..but they've said:better late than never..it's my challenge..i want to get back my real self..i want to let go those negative experiences i have had last summer..to hell that incident! it shattered my whole being..i lost my friends..im quite far from them,i miss their laughs and chills(sometimes labi na kun boring na ang topic) hay, buhay...sana may blessing galing sa heaven..lord malu uy sad ka...